The girl who never was and the boy who cannot be.
A face unknown.
Hollow, Lacking, Vacant.
It stares.
Bones grow out of place,
Bulging, twisting, breaking up straight lines.
Blood follows,
a screaming pain that cannot be subdued.
It drips, smears, stains.
Tainted.
Confusion sets in.
Mass hysteria?
Cells divide and concur,
an uncontrollable growth.
The heart longs to love,
but is trapped within a cage of bones
and mounds of flesh.
An unfamiliar home.
The mirror reflects lies,
which cannot be proven incorrect.
Untrained eyes,
cannot view the falsehood,
of this perceived womanhood.
I've grown tired of lying.
And I've gro
Fair- A Jade Poem, My Alter-Ego.
Watch him walk down the hall,
Pain on his face,
He can't keep on living,
He's a disgrace.
In his silence he suffers.
In the darkness he cries.
His life is a game,
Full of cheaters and lies.
He's lonely and friendless,
Confused and betrayed.
But he keeps on walking,
Alone and afraid.
He's searching for answers,
That he'll never find,
If only he could leave it all,
Far, far behind.
Every day is a battle,
Every night is a war,
He's been hurt so many times,
That he's lost score.
The names are to much,
For him to bare,
So he bought a little gun,
To make everything...
Fair.
Sometimes I wonder.
Would it be easier if I just died?
Because I'm already dead inside.
If I go through with my suicide,
Will I loose my parents pride?
Don't tell me I haven't tried,
I just need another place to hide.
Sometimes I get lost in thought.
It's like a maze to me,
But I wont let that faze me.
I'm stuck in a bunch of never ending days,
I just want out of this craze.
Maybe I'm just looking for some praise,
I wish I could get out of this haze.
Sometimes I can't go any farther.
It's like I hit an imaginary wall,
Stumble and fall.
Do you want me to crawl?
Be like your puppet or your little rag doll?
Do you think I can
After all this confusion,
Happiness appears as a mere illusion.
I hear all the tragic screams,
They slowly crush my dreams.
In this world full of sadness,
I wish I could find one moment of bliss.
And though i've tried,
I can no longer hide.
...From this monster i've become.
Always take that chance,
Don't let them slip through your fingers.
Make sure they always realize,
Just how you feel.
So if anyones listening,
Hear my voice.
It will always hurt,
When they leave you.
Force you to walk through the world
Alone, with no one to hold your hand.
But at least you'd know,
Know they heard you.
Wander aimlessly through your hurt.
Lost, falling deeper and deeper in pitty.
You have to pay off your debts
three words can save a life full of regrets.
I'm tearing out the stiches
you put in my broken heart
you tried to mend me, tried to fix me.
But you just ended up making it all worse.
How could i have ever trusted you?
I never once thought you'd leave me,
but in the end you did.
You stood by me no longer,
left like all the others.
All I needed was one last chance,
you gave it to me, but I wasted it.
I never thought you'd ever leave
but I thought wrong.
Theres no shoulder for me to cry on now,
so I stay with my hands over my eyes
Tear stains on my face.
Its all to much for me to bare.
Sometimes I think it be easier if I ended it all
Cut my life short.
But that w
I just want to walk away from it all
Slip through the cracks
Away from all the probing eyes
Turn away from all the on looking faces
Im caged in like some kind of animal
pay 3 dollars, come see the child
We found her wandering the streets
All alone.
Stop the yelling, the pain in my head
the ringing of my ears.
I've tryed to break the bars,
to run as fast as my feet will let me.
But some how im always brought back to here
Watched by all, but understood by none.
Flame within
Internal sin
Eating away
Day after day
Watch the time
Hear the chime
Haunting calls
Little child balls
Too much pain
I'm sure i'm insane
Thoughts of death
Steamy breath
Percing scream
Is this a dream?
Try to wake
Start to shake
Make it fast
Don't let it last
The girl who never was and the boy who cannot be.
A face unknown.
Hollow, Lacking, Vacant.
It stares.
Bones grow out of place,
Bulging, twisting, breaking up straight lines.
Blood follows,
a screaming pain that cannot be subdued.
It drips, smears, stains.
Tainted.
Confusion sets in.
Mass hysteria?
Cells divide and concur,
an uncontrollable growth.
The heart longs to love,
but is trapped within a cage of bones
and mounds of flesh.
An unfamiliar home.
The mirror reflects lies,
which cannot be proven incorrect.
Untrained eyes,
cannot view the falsehood,
of this perceived womanhood.
I've grown tired of lying.
And I've gro
In this watch on my wirst
Is something we all have
But never have enough of
We all crave more
But can never get it
Spend it well or you'll regret it.
Time
Book.
A portal to another place
Just to open the cover
And be there.
Crying out to you to read it
And be anywhere.
Away from all the problems
Of the real
It is a place where anything can happen.
Will I truly be missed
Or will I fade into the dusty Abyss?
Will my mother cry
and wish she was the one to die?
I truly dislike the past,
12 years has gone so fast.
Here comes the rain again,
Drenched in my pain again.
The throbbing in my head
I'm sure soon I'll be dead.
Lost and found,
I'm city bound.
The ever burning flame
That is my shame.
Down all the pills
This time there's no thrills.
Flame within
Internal sin
Eating away
Day after day
Watch the time
Hear the chime
Haunting calls
Little child balls
Too much pain
I'm sure i'm insane
Thoughts of death
Steamy breath
Percing scream
Is this a dream?
Try to wake
Start to shake
Make it fast
Don't let it last
The hourglass lay in the dark
Its shadows were half turned
The candle, which was long put out
Had left the floorboards burned
The bed sheets that were last seen made
Left bloodied on the floor
Downstairs the tempered violins
Rang out their final score
The wind was screaming through the drapes
The whole room icy cold
But as the party raged downstairs
The horrors went untold
The girl who never was and the boy who cannot be.
A face unknown.
Hollow, Lacking, Vacant.
It stares.
Bones grow out of place,
Bulging, twisting, breaking up straight lines.
Blood follows,
a screaming pain that cannot be subdued.
It drips, smears, stains.
Tainted.
Confusion sets in.
Mass hysteria?
Cells divide and concur,
an uncontrollable growth.
The heart longs to love,
but is trapped within a cage of bones
and mounds of flesh.
An unfamiliar home.
The mirror reflects lies,
which cannot be proven incorrect.
Untrained eyes,
cannot view the falsehood,
of this perceived womanhood.
I've grown tired of lying.
And I've gro
Current Residence: Campbell River BC Favourite genre of music: Emo and Retro MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano Wallpaper of choice: Jade Puget or random Emo Boy. Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington... does he count as cartoon?
Favourite Visual Artist
Spookii
Favourite Movies
Nightmare Before Christmas, X2, Edward Scissorhands, AI, PotC... theres tons more i'm just lazy
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Hedley, AFI, MCR, Culture Club, Queen and many many more.
Yes folks... if there even is folks reading this... You read the title right. Today I went to band camp... It was rad. I'm starting up drumming again... and this time i'm gonna stick to it and become my own band. Its going to be wicked... I'm so going to prove I don't need anybody else... Muh ha ha ha ha.
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